Happy that he's Happy but Crying Inside

All the choas packed and squeezed into a day - that's how i can describe today. I was pretty angry at the morning but i ended up being elated for such a trival matter. So,if you're interested to know what happened in this chaos-filled day,grab a cup of hot milo and you're all set !

Okay,typical Tuesday morning,all my classmates will go to the class early and make a whole lot of noise,i accompanied a classmate of mine to the locker and we realised it was drizzling. We immediately jumped for joy,at least we don't have to sit down at the parade square. I just hate sitting there. So,we headed back class,the noise was already louder and soon the first period was over,without singing the national athemn and the flag. Quite weird. My form teacher didn't come today,so a relief teacher took over the attendance and he was looking at the girls according to Index Number,when all of a sudden,he called my name. Of all names,why must he call mine? Oh well.

Science period really got me on my nerves. My science teacher was busy checking and giving back the science files,while the guys were busy chit-chatting,throwing random objects into the air and crapping - ALOT. It was really irritating,i thought of skipping the assignment but then i grew bored and i just did it,was quite confusing and i can't understand why Science and Maths can be so similiar. That's really irritating. >_<; Okay,then all of a sudden,this stupid thing fly from the air and it hit on my head ! Oh wow,it's a lucky thing that it was his pencilcase. The person who threw it got his nerves tangled when i face him,i stood up and wanted to punch him (in my imagination) but i just looked and frowned. I immediately picked up the pencilcase and shouted that it was mine to keep. At that moment,my crush got a little shocked and then walked towards my table and we had a small squabble. Science teacher managed to sort things out and i had to return his pencil case to him. :(

Why can't i just view through the contents then return to him? Nevermind. That part of my head still hurts a little and thinking of it made me laugh. It's weird,and i was totally oblivious of my surrounding. Initially,i saw bottle caps flying to my corner,i suspected something is going to hit me,but i just ignored these predictions and then this pencilcase crashed onto my head. Damn shit.

Nevermind,after recess was more of a happier day for me. Most of the lessons were cancelled and we could do whatever we wanted,this classmate of mine was threatening me because i think i didn't wanted to return her her green pen since i was still using or whatever it is. Then i thought for a moment,if my classmate were to tell my crush that i likes him,my problem will be solved,so i just called her to go ahead without any hesistation and she did! Was a chaos,my friend kept telling him and the first few times,he kept saying he didn't believe,until the last time he really believed. Also,my friend took his worksheet and said it was a birthday present for me,she wrote something on it and erased it immediately i went over to peek and after a while,i called her to return his paper and she did! Haha. Was pretty irritated,but then i finally manage to really release my anger.

Afterwards,i headed to a desk where we played Truth Or Dare,it was more of another game,rather than Truth or Dare,we used the staple as the object to spin and the staple was really mean at my friend and it kept 'bitting' her fingers. :D I'm the lucky star,who only got 2 turns in 10+ spins. How lucky can i get? I also played with another table Truth or Dare,but it was only for a short period. In the midst of playing,his group of friends were making a noise and they were going "Oooo.." and looking at me. I'm kinda nervous at that moment,but i just pretended i didn't hear it. At least,now i need not worry so much about confessing to him. Argh. I'm making it so obvious,but then,really who cares ?

After school,YJ,Eme,Sam and I walked to CWP for lunch,on the way,i met up with my god-brother and my classmate. We started chatting and it was fun,because at another lane,was this backstabbing friend of mine who's glowing green in envy,because i'm quite a close friend with her crush. She sincerely should learn to speak up and stop giving death glares at girls who talked to him. It's just plain useless. If you want him to like you, at least have a change in your attitude. He really doesn't like your attitude,that's what i can say. Sorry if i seem like i'm insulting you,but please,i just want you to learn this major lesson,backstabber.

The lunch was nice,i had Wanton Noodles and it was really delicious. Yumyum. :) Afterwards,we headed to Chameleon since i needed to buy some clips,my geography teacher wasn't really happy with my hairstyle and i had to rush to the toilet to make him happy. Oh well,that's my school. I hope the mid-years can end soon,i really do want to watch a movie soon,i maybe want to catch a range of Movies,starting from Aquamarine. It's been a few days since it was released.

I'm tired,i'm typing here,wasting all my energy and i just finished revising for Literature. Tough work,but the good news is that we can head home after the exams end,which is around the early afternoon. Good. More time for revision,homework and computer ? I'm thinking of designing some graphics,i still need to get some dishes washed. x_x; I just hate doing household chores sometimes,but that's the life i must lead.

Okay,i appreciate those who take the time to read this blog entry. I'm blessed ! :D In heaven's name i pray,for your happiness. I'm really a grateful creature,and yes,if you have any personal worries and you want someone to confide me,email or tag at my board. I will be most willing to help enlighten your life up! Remember life's not that dark if you see things the different way,ah?

Well,syonara there ~ All the best for those sitting for papers tomorrow,again. May god bless you.