Blackest Tears
Feels : Disheartened
Listening To: "Breathe" - Michelle Branch
It's feels like the end of the world right now. Just when everything patches up,it just starts to grow again. The stars are crying their blackest tears and well everything seems to become out of place. She made me feel like i've been cheated and i'm just a foolish person. I knew that i've been really foolish all along and believed that she was my friend,but what i didn't know was the inner voice telling me that she am not.
I wonder why things have to go round and round just to meet,why can't they just turn one round and run to meet? It's faster that way. She acts really nice towards me but towards my friend,her expressions changes. It is a choice; to believe her or to side my friend. She might have changed,who knows but it's always better to side my friend. For the past year i know her,she's been a really loyal and honest friend and i believe she mean what she say. She committed a crime in friendship several times which is not supposed to be forgive and as a result her paper was tore in tiny little pieces and disposed into the rubbish bin.
Friendship is suppose to be a gift and not a regret. I wouldn't want every moment i spent with her last year to be a regret and neither would i want it to be erased and she'll mean nothing to me. Sometimes,deep down my heart,i feel that there's someone good in her but she just can't seem to take the person out. Reasons might be that she's born like that or just that she just purposely made it that way so that she can have self-pity. I no long believe in such word such as 'self-pity'. It's really unessacary and what is does is to bring harm to you and yourself only.
As for my crush,the relationship is pretty straight meaning nothing much is going on and as for the surprising event,i guess i would have to thank fate and god for it. We both had our haircuts which made me feel really pleased. Right now,i'm wondering what's gonna happen in the future and well will i have the guts to ask which school he is going and hope that we'll be something more than that ? I'm not quite sure but he might deny this little friendship morphing but i believe that it's essential.
Boys and girls who are best friends seems to have more fun than ever. It is a pity that at this age,we often think of different gender as war or sometimes even avoid each other for that purpose. Haha,while others tend to understand and churn friendships. I've read a fiction on the net which really touches me deep in my soul. Even opposites can really care for each other and well i guess i have to save money to buy the book to find out the next and final chapter. Let me see.. -checks piggy bank- ,maybe not,maybe asking my mother's permission is better.
Points to make during PSLE : Being hardworking and revising is really worth IT! I managed to score pretty high when i was doing a PSLE practice paper on Science for booklet b and manage to hit a high b.. almost got an A. Haha. Ohwell. Gotta strive harder. Anything's posible in the world. Guess i have to stop here for now. Ciao!
Listening To: "Breathe" - Michelle Branch
It's feels like the end of the world right now. Just when everything patches up,it just starts to grow again. The stars are crying their blackest tears and well everything seems to become out of place. She made me feel like i've been cheated and i'm just a foolish person. I knew that i've been really foolish all along and believed that she was my friend,but what i didn't know was the inner voice telling me that she am not.
I wonder why things have to go round and round just to meet,why can't they just turn one round and run to meet? It's faster that way. She acts really nice towards me but towards my friend,her expressions changes. It is a choice; to believe her or to side my friend. She might have changed,who knows but it's always better to side my friend. For the past year i know her,she's been a really loyal and honest friend and i believe she mean what she say. She committed a crime in friendship several times which is not supposed to be forgive and as a result her paper was tore in tiny little pieces and disposed into the rubbish bin.
Friendship is suppose to be a gift and not a regret. I wouldn't want every moment i spent with her last year to be a regret and neither would i want it to be erased and she'll mean nothing to me. Sometimes,deep down my heart,i feel that there's someone good in her but she just can't seem to take the person out. Reasons might be that she's born like that or just that she just purposely made it that way so that she can have self-pity. I no long believe in such word such as 'self-pity'. It's really unessacary and what is does is to bring harm to you and yourself only.
As for my crush,the relationship is pretty straight meaning nothing much is going on and as for the surprising event,i guess i would have to thank fate and god for it. We both had our haircuts which made me feel really pleased. Right now,i'm wondering what's gonna happen in the future and well will i have the guts to ask which school he is going and hope that we'll be something more than that ? I'm not quite sure but he might deny this little friendship morphing but i believe that it's essential.
Boys and girls who are best friends seems to have more fun than ever. It is a pity that at this age,we often think of different gender as war or sometimes even avoid each other for that purpose. Haha,while others tend to understand and churn friendships. I've read a fiction on the net which really touches me deep in my soul. Even opposites can really care for each other and well i guess i have to save money to buy the book to find out the next and final chapter. Let me see.. -checks piggy bank- ,maybe not,maybe asking my mother's permission is better.
Points to make during PSLE : Being hardworking and revising is really worth IT! I managed to score pretty high when i was doing a PSLE practice paper on Science for booklet b and manage to hit a high b.. almost got an A. Haha. Ohwell. Gotta strive harder. Anything's posible in the world. Guess i have to stop here for now. Ciao!
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