Rollercoaster Ride
Currently Feeling: Bottled Up
Currently Listening To : Complicated - Avril Lavigne
I know,it's tough for me to cope with so many things rushing in and out of my mind,well i really can't tolerate it but i really did manage to have a whale of a time staying back with a couple of friends to complete some corrections. I really WANT to know the truth and if it really is true that he likes me/he hates me? Well,maybe either that but i just like it when he smiles and everytime i say i like him,there seem to be something blocking,stopping me to continue my words.
It happens only in this little crush i had on him. For my ex-crushes,it didn't happen at all,the road was maybe smooth,really smooth,too smooth. I guess God decided to punish me because i had been naughty and nice at various times and it's time to set aside time for study and learn to cherish the important and main things in life. I just feel the signal being sent to me that i should just let go of him and resume with my studies,it can really tells me about my future but yet again,it's hard and well i had always been really going with the flow and always been smooth with things but right now i'm not sure if i'm smooth or am i that panicky? Work has been packing on my desk and well unfortunately,every week i'm having chinese spelling thrice meaning i have to take up some time to learn the words that might come out for this coming exam. I know it's lame but it's all for my own good. There are some children out there who wants these stuff but didn't get it. I feel like reaching out a hand to help them besides having a bad attitude,i still care for these suffering the poverty trap.
True love speaks among dozens of roses. That's what i'm saying and that's what i made when realising some facts and listening to some songs. It doesn't matter what you give to that person,it's how much love you give to him/her. It doesn't matters how much you think of him/her,it's how much you love him/her. I've always been thinking at the wrong side and been ending up at the wrong path and right now i'm correcting myself. It's never too late to turn back and start a new enchanting life full of adventures,misadventures. Well,i've been having a hard period and hopefully things will start to work out,starting with the smile and lesser nagging and lectures recieve from my mother about computer. I'll try my best not to go on it that often,i've just been on it to do some research and i'm impressed at what i've done yesterday. Printing out 30 pictures for my friend without complaning,that's really odd of me but i've decided the more good deeds i do,the more rewards i get. But i can't always think of it like that,having done a good deed creates a nice atmosphere. =) Okay,let's see,i've just bought a new notebook from the bookshop and it's totally green. I've decided to maybe doodle and write my personal thoughts,feelings,articles and paste everything i want there to recollect memories.
Sorry for the instant messages i never replied,i'm stressed up these days,but i'll promise that i will never frown,i hate frowning even though it became a habit of me,starting a day with a frown and ending stuff peacefully,sometimes,angrily and sadly. Everything happens for a reason and when we find out the reason,we'll be able to find out what's bothering us. That's what happened between me and that betrayer,sad to say that i didn't apologise,she was the one starting the smiling thingy and well things started working out. I'm glad,in fact,really glad and i'm starting to appreciate the things in life and regretted not cherishing some precious moments. Much i enjoy crushing on him because i've been always on the rollercoaster ride of emotions and well it's been fun and rocky but it neve fail to bring that frown upside-down. Smooth relationships can lead to many disadvantages,so just start mustering up the courage to have long and nice conversations with your crush,for all you know,he might feel the same way for you !
Currently Listening To : Complicated - Avril Lavigne
I know,it's tough for me to cope with so many things rushing in and out of my mind,well i really can't tolerate it but i really did manage to have a whale of a time staying back with a couple of friends to complete some corrections. I really WANT to know the truth and if it really is true that he likes me/he hates me? Well,maybe either that but i just like it when he smiles and everytime i say i like him,there seem to be something blocking,stopping me to continue my words.
It happens only in this little crush i had on him. For my ex-crushes,it didn't happen at all,the road was maybe smooth,really smooth,too smooth. I guess God decided to punish me because i had been naughty and nice at various times and it's time to set aside time for study and learn to cherish the important and main things in life. I just feel the signal being sent to me that i should just let go of him and resume with my studies,it can really tells me about my future but yet again,it's hard and well i had always been really going with the flow and always been smooth with things but right now i'm not sure if i'm smooth or am i that panicky? Work has been packing on my desk and well unfortunately,every week i'm having chinese spelling thrice meaning i have to take up some time to learn the words that might come out for this coming exam. I know it's lame but it's all for my own good. There are some children out there who wants these stuff but didn't get it. I feel like reaching out a hand to help them besides having a bad attitude,i still care for these suffering the poverty trap.
True love speaks among dozens of roses. That's what i'm saying and that's what i made when realising some facts and listening to some songs. It doesn't matter what you give to that person,it's how much love you give to him/her. It doesn't matters how much you think of him/her,it's how much you love him/her. I've always been thinking at the wrong side and been ending up at the wrong path and right now i'm correcting myself. It's never too late to turn back and start a new enchanting life full of adventures,misadventures. Well,i've been having a hard period and hopefully things will start to work out,starting with the smile and lesser nagging and lectures recieve from my mother about computer. I'll try my best not to go on it that often,i've just been on it to do some research and i'm impressed at what i've done yesterday. Printing out 30 pictures for my friend without complaning,that's really odd of me but i've decided the more good deeds i do,the more rewards i get. But i can't always think of it like that,having done a good deed creates a nice atmosphere. =) Okay,let's see,i've just bought a new notebook from the bookshop and it's totally green. I've decided to maybe doodle and write my personal thoughts,feelings,articles and paste everything i want there to recollect memories.
Sorry for the instant messages i never replied,i'm stressed up these days,but i'll promise that i will never frown,i hate frowning even though it became a habit of me,starting a day with a frown and ending stuff peacefully,sometimes,angrily and sadly. Everything happens for a reason and when we find out the reason,we'll be able to find out what's bothering us. That's what happened between me and that betrayer,sad to say that i didn't apologise,she was the one starting the smiling thingy and well things started working out. I'm glad,in fact,really glad and i'm starting to appreciate the things in life and regretted not cherishing some precious moments. Much i enjoy crushing on him because i've been always on the rollercoaster ride of emotions and well it's been fun and rocky but it neve fail to bring that frown upside-down. Smooth relationships can lead to many disadvantages,so just start mustering up the courage to have long and nice conversations with your crush,for all you know,he might feel the same way for you !
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