Frustrated Inside

Currently Feeling :

Currenly Listening To : Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

Right now,im having a major headache which reminds me of the time i fall really badly last year due to the practise of 1.6km run. Well,it was a fine day and school was ending so form teachers have to bring their classes down to take the run,well my class was one of them so we headed down. The first round was quie okay until the second round,i felt a big pain on my head. I paused for a while before running back again. After running the second round,we needed to head to the exit of the field to run around the parade square,when i was near there,i leaned againist the 'wall' of the field first then when i was about to exit,i slided,my mind was a mess and images started to become blur.

One of my friends ran forward to help me up and when i heard my name being called i was hit back hard to reality. Right infront of my eyes was my teacher and she was helping me apply ointment on my blooded knees. It seems really painful so when we were done,i stood up,felt a pain on my knee and just sat down hoping that everything will be alright. Due to the ball fall,i was suspended from taking NAPFA but i did take the 1.6km run since my knees was better. Im not sure what happened but i started having a phobia of running due to that which terrifies me a lot. Just a few days ago,when i was running i felt the pain on my knees again,it might have recovered but it left a certain pain which makes me kinda worried. When i was running back again,i was hopping instead of running,i felt really pain so i squatched down and rested. Lucky for me,i only need to run two rounds,i don't think i could take the pressure. Im having maybe crush problems and im wondering i've hurt his feelings. Im uncertain. Uncertain of everything thats happening around me. Oblivious might be the correct word.

Anyway,i hope that time really flies. I really want to get this over with,i wouldn't want to embarasse myself or do anything ridiculous that day like what i did that time i had a major headache. That was the worse of all including my high fever. These were the worst day of my life. Not being able to lift a muscle,its hard. Not able to see his face,its already difficult to smile. But knowing that someone cares for you,is a thing that im thankful for. True friends support you and tell you what they really think,they don't lie just to make you happy. They tell you what they really think even if it really offends her. Haha. Enough of pet talk,i've finished some of my homework,im planning to do some today before doing the remains tomorrow. Its Youth Day and no school and no school meaning can watch X-Men Evo. Im not sure which esp. is next but im certain tha Cartoonetwork will be premiering Season 3 and 4 on July which really makes me really jubliant.

I guess,i'll stop here for now. Ciao !