Devoted Touch

Currently Feeling: Emotional
Currently Listening To: Untitled - Simple Plan

Sorry for not updating yesterday,i was really tired and well,i just had to revise after i completed my homework. I had my Prelium English Oral just yesterday and i stuttered a lot,i managed to talk quite a lot and even amused the examiners which shocked me to death.

Well,yesterday,was really emotional,i'll rather share yesterday's story than today. I was in a bad and frustrated mood maybe because i can't face the fact that many bad things start passing and entering my life. Firstly,my friend decided to accuse me and my friend the 5th time again when we did nothing secondly,my two best friends from different class detest each other and each make up a story to tell me their critques about each other,thirdly,the class just seems not to have ears sometimes and lastly,i just am dropping nowadays. I've been really tired when i wake up and suffered from serious aches. But nevermind,afterall,it is the exam period. Anyway,during chinese enrichment class i felt really touched on what my crush maybe did for me. He maybe tried to get me to smile and laugh and well i have to tell it to myself but i can't just go all gloomy and sad the whole day,i just have to at least smile once a day,which kills me to be sad during the chinese enrichment class.

So,well the teacher saw me pulling a long face and called me to start describing the pictures. I said in a solemn manner and quickly ended my talk,mumbling about the unfair treatment that i've recieved. But,nevermind,that's what hard life is all about. Well,my ex-chinese partner was called from my crush since i think he wants to talk to him and well when they were talking,i was eyeing sideways at them and well my ex-partner just glanecd at me and after a few minutes,he started making up jokes which forced me really hard to just shot a smile and laugh. And the thing that made me really feel like crying is that he is so irreponsible towards his job,he can just sit and stand w/o saying a thing or helping and only when he sees me doing so,he'll do so. It's only sometime he'll start the thing but then i just feel like pulling him out and telling him frankly but then these few days,lots of things have been happening and i'm afraid i just hadn't got the time to do so.

Nevermind ,just let the monitress have a harder time taking care the class. She deserves it afterall,she doesn't put in that much effort in her work that's why she's dropping and suddenly increasing. I just don't care,i almost did cried and well i've changed GC's We believe the song that fits to my life. My ex-crush well he is starting to give me some attention which i didn't really like and desire and he got reprimanded lots of times these days and when this hapens,my crush will always take a glance at me. He knows that i liked him before because i entrusted him with the secrect a year ago. It made me feel really good that he can be trusted and have a sweet-nature but all that i'm concern is about the company he's mixing with. He's been really naughty nowadays and lol,i just noticed that only,how lame of me but it's cool. :)

Hrm,anyway gonna have run and CH oral on Monday,-yawns-,im yawning,dropping,lazing,stressing and SLEEPING. Ciao !