Sunday, July 10, 2005

Because You Live

Currently Feeling :
Currently Listening To: No Music

PSLE is approaching closer and closer every minute,i need not to sigh considering that we have to come to school early for the next 64/63 days to practise our Oral. In fact,maybe im thankful that at least our school is concerned but the half part of me strongly disagrees and say that by doing so we might not have enough hours of sleep but i just think that it is all a must since PSLE is approaching,there isn't much time to play or slack anymore.

I have to hit myself hard back to reality and stop thinking of him. Its crazy just wondering and pondering what's he's doing when i'm just sitting down here and typing my blog entry. Maybe starting from today onwards,im promising myself to at least revise one subject per day so i can get a clear mind about the subject especially Science and Chinese. I'm really weak at these subjects and i'm going to strive to the top. Friendship and Crush problems got to just wait for a while now,all that's on my mind now is PSLE. No time to waste,no time to crapp. Time for serious talk. So about today,there isn't nothing interesting going on. I've done finished my homework,managing to cope with 1 difficult question which i'm strangely not able to comprehend but i just put some working showing that i attempted to that question and who knows? I might get it correct. I have to tell myself to quicken my writting speed because if i don't,i might leave one question blank during PSLE period and i can't simply beg for a 5 minute because when i do so,the examiner will have to give every 12 year old in Singapore another 5 minute which he/she is not able to do so. Anyway,i just think that after i have revised,i might be able to work the exam paper with a clear mind. It's always best to do things like that.

I had really enough of LOVE,LIKE,PUPPY-LOVE or whatsoever they call it. It's lame and i promised myself that i would never LOVE him. I only liked or maybe admire him. He's a good example and maybe a role-model. Love might be a really deep word used for this,i prefer crush or like,it's better at explaning puppy love,well nevermind. Young people these days,treat love so lightly. They can even go steady at such a young age since they got addicted to their steads. Recently,a guy just jumped off a flat because of some girl who didn't liked him. I think there's more to life then the girl herself. She would be devastated to hear that he risked his life just for her love. Sometimes,love have a different meaing but this is what Love really means :

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell whatyou feel and let the love take place or hide thefeeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other whenthey live in two different worlds but when thesetwo worlds collide and become one, that's what youcall magic!Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatestof friends!I like you because you're my friend, and becauseyou are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you.I don't love you because you are my friend, I loveyou because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I getwhat I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad'cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose whoI'm gonna love, but I also can't love who chooses to love me.And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to loveme. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way youl oved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free."How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?

Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I askwhy I love someone who's love was never mine?"Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice theone we're really looking for was just there. Youdon't notice them 'till they are in the arms ofsomeone else.

Food for thought, think of this:Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of allthe pain?Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?Will you?It's better to lose your pride with someone youlove rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don'texpect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be head, the other behind.It's either you catch up or the other waits.When you love, you must not accept anything inreturn, for if you do, you're not loving butInvesting.If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, forif you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.

True love hears what is not spoken, andunderstands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you cannever go without leaving your prints behind.Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.Love them like a river because a river flows forever.Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt alot, it may give you aches and pains, but if youdon't follow your heart, in the end you will cryeven more for not giving love a chance.Love may leave your heart like shattered glass,but keep in mind that there's someone who'll bewilling to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.

Read it? Now get the meaning of love and lead your life to the fullest. Love isn't really what Life is made up of and right now im fed up of it. Expect the love from my family and friends,that is. ^w^ Haha. Anyway i think i'll stop this long entry here for now,Ciao !

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