Getting There.

Currently Feeling : Pysched

Currently Listening To : Crush On You - Tata Young

Im glad that school ended early today and im really pysched since my birthday is approaching. Just tomorrow ! Im wondering if i would be able to shake hands with him,most probably not but im sure looking forward for the gifts,at least just a simple greeting could be great. =) Today's been good. We didn't learn much today and all we did was do the maths workbook ; revision 1 and 2 . I can't really believe that my class just did more than 5 excercises in one single day.

The beginning of the day started with Science,we learn more about adaptions which is the special characters that an animal has.. blah blah blah. I got a yellow nice pen from one of my friends which was passed down,generally and he told me that it was from one of my friends. Initally,i believed it but right now i just think it was a lie. The friend he mentioned was never close to him. The thing i was suspecting was a great excitment,the yellow pen was passed down from my crush's table and well im not surprised if he happens to give me this pen. It might be a small thing but it means a lot to me. =) Given a day earlier than my birthday. I might not be talking sense that he gave it to me but im sure that theres a little hope. He's shy,for all i know. Well,chinese class was well really boring and tired as usual and well i've been so quiet. Nothing special is happening when suddenly my chinese teacher called me for an answe. I told her the answer but i didn't know how to explain so i left the other part blank. Surprisngly,one of my friends questioned my teache why she told that i was wrong when i gave her the correct answer. Well,its a great thing knowing that someone supports you. I changed my seating so right now im sitting next to my close friend and not that guy i used to sit with. In fact,i believe that he changed a lot,but he still remains funny. ;)

Hrm,speaking of this,i forget to add in something in yesterday's entry so im relating this in this entry. Yesterday,when i shook hands with my god-brother since it was his birthday,i caught sight of my crush sideways and he was obviously looking,showing me a face with expression : Jealous,Betrayed. Well im not sure about it but i just think thats what written on his face. I feel really like slapping myself for doing such a stupid thing,i told myself never to make him jealous,i wouldn't want him to feel so dumb just because of me. Right now,i just want him to concertrate on his studies and think less about the things that are not worth thinking about. It hurts knowing that he scored pretty low for his maths. Im not so certain if he likes me but what im doing right now is to try to forget him for a while and concertrate on whats thats really important. Besides,i really do get to see him many times. In fact,tomorrow im having a chinese tuiton from 3:30 to 5:00,im not sure and i still have sup.lessons before that. Meaning i get to see him more than 5 hours. Its a great thing and well to make this clear that i only like him even though it happened twice.

Today's been a great day. I hope that tomorrow would be better. Haha. Gotta go right now,ciao ! =)