Life is the song
Life is the song,love is the lyrics. Even though love can be bitter and sweet at times i still appreciate it. Example love from your friends,love from your family and love from your sweetheart ? Don't you like the feeling of butterflies in your stomach ? Well,of course you do ! Thats the little feeling tellling you that you are the one perfect person who enjoys being loved.
One of the happiness in life is to be loved and to love. Understand that? I already had that happinness and i think im sharing this with all of you guys out there who have problems with crushes. My crush and me started out as normal friends or should i say hi-hello friends. We rarely talk and on that moment of time i didn't have any emotions for him yet. After having selected to become the monitress of the class and he was the monitor,i obviously knew that we had to work together. Even though i doubted my friends and said that we couldn't work together,i finally realise that my words are just little things coming out from my mouth. The emotions growing in me for him began when my friend started teasing and saying that we are meant for each other. Intially,i didn't really got what she meant so i ignored her totally.
Then,after a few days i realised that i really liked him. Im not sure if its real or not but all i know is that i get butterflies in my stomach the moment i catch sight of him. Some people call this love while others call this 'nothing'. For me,im not sure. So everyday my love for him started to grow more and more. We had of course lots of experiences today and gone through 'hardship' today too when my teacher was not present. We did so many fun things together that it makes me forget to cherish the times i had with him.
Now,everything starts to be shining brightly. It didn't used to be that bright even since i tore the pages of my notebook. I now realise my mistake and my negative thoughts all crowd my mind thats why i ended up so moody. I think that the next time when i have a crush i shouldn't give up so easily. Determination. Hopefully,there wouldn't be a 'next time' . Lol. The reason why i use the word hopefully is because he meant the world to me. Its hard for me to delete him from my memory and stop liking him. Tears will roll down if im not too careful with my words. And after so many months,i finally know the hidden truth. He feels the same way.
Im not telling who is he or what,because i wouldn't want him to be real embarassed. Im glad that i had someone to count on and someone who isn't a heart-breaker. He sure is a thoughtful guy and for that im really thankful. Okay,back to business,just a few hours ago i read a fiction article on the Seventeen Magazine and its title of Tissue Rose. The story was really emotional. Letting go of a past boyfriend and replacing him. Well,obviously the girl in the story has to do that in order to not let the boy down. The story is creepy too but it brings my frown upside down ! (= "It might just be a paper but maybe it contains fragments of memories inside" . I think i'll say that to the girl. Haha.
Anyway i think i better stop here for now. Bye you all !
One of the happiness in life is to be loved and to love. Understand that? I already had that happinness and i think im sharing this with all of you guys out there who have problems with crushes. My crush and me started out as normal friends or should i say hi-hello friends. We rarely talk and on that moment of time i didn't have any emotions for him yet. After having selected to become the monitress of the class and he was the monitor,i obviously knew that we had to work together. Even though i doubted my friends and said that we couldn't work together,i finally realise that my words are just little things coming out from my mouth. The emotions growing in me for him began when my friend started teasing and saying that we are meant for each other. Intially,i didn't really got what she meant so i ignored her totally.
Then,after a few days i realised that i really liked him. Im not sure if its real or not but all i know is that i get butterflies in my stomach the moment i catch sight of him. Some people call this love while others call this 'nothing'. For me,im not sure. So everyday my love for him started to grow more and more. We had of course lots of experiences today and gone through 'hardship' today too when my teacher was not present. We did so many fun things together that it makes me forget to cherish the times i had with him.
Now,everything starts to be shining brightly. It didn't used to be that bright even since i tore the pages of my notebook. I now realise my mistake and my negative thoughts all crowd my mind thats why i ended up so moody. I think that the next time when i have a crush i shouldn't give up so easily. Determination. Hopefully,there wouldn't be a 'next time' . Lol. The reason why i use the word hopefully is because he meant the world to me. Its hard for me to delete him from my memory and stop liking him. Tears will roll down if im not too careful with my words. And after so many months,i finally know the hidden truth. He feels the same way.
Im not telling who is he or what,because i wouldn't want him to be real embarassed. Im glad that i had someone to count on and someone who isn't a heart-breaker. He sure is a thoughtful guy and for that im really thankful. Okay,back to business,just a few hours ago i read a fiction article on the Seventeen Magazine and its title of Tissue Rose. The story was really emotional. Letting go of a past boyfriend and replacing him. Well,obviously the girl in the story has to do that in order to not let the boy down. The story is creepy too but it brings my frown upside down ! (= "It might just be a paper but maybe it contains fragments of memories inside" . I think i'll say that to the girl. Haha.
Anyway i think i better stop here for now. Bye you all !
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